unfortunatly im not doing anything dirty. im trying to serenade on of myfriends at the wales tattoo convention earlier this year. i dont think it worked lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Dumoof9-SA

me and holly have been talking about doing some stuff soon involving cake im looking forward to it.

 im still trying to grow balls to leave my job no matter how many tarot readings i do it says the same thing.

 iv peaked to about 9/10 months without having sex, nada squat. in a way its kind of nice to not have that shit clouding my judgment of all the other shit thats going on but boy do i miss just feeling someone elses skin on mine. i always get lonely during winter.

its got to the point where for me theres only so much masturbating you can do before you start running out of themes and fantasies to play on lol.

 im now straightedge. i gave up the smokes a few days ago and iv felt nothing. no craving,nothing really bad. feels good. i feel boring lol