Sabrina

So I have a new bf now as of a month ago. It started out just as us being "fuck buddies" but we both kinda fell for each other. He's amazing. I'm so happy but my happiness is slowly being taken over by this fear that I'm gonna get hurt. He's extremely charming and charismatic. I'm sure a ton of girls would wanna be with him. He chose me though and should be satisfied with that but I'm not. I'm so paranoid its stupid. I'm gonna ruin it just because of my stupid obsessions. I wish I could just let them go.
Besides the new bf, I went to LA a couple weeks ago to shoot. I saw Joanna, which was awesome. I missed her! I did a ton of work, which I am very eager to see. I quit my day job and have been dancing here and there. MY friend from h.s. decided she wanted to come dance with me so she's been my co-piliot the last few weeks. We worked last night but left early because we were too drunk. On the way home we stopped at White Castle. We were in the drive-thru and she decided to get outta my car and flash these guys inside. They came out and I locked the doors and rolled up my   windows. They were knocking on the window and we were laughing. They went inside and she did it again. They came out again! It was so funny. I drove home somehow... and we decided it was a good idea to get a beer. So we did. I drove her home and I'm surprisingly sober. I have a job interview tomorrow. We'll see what happens.