Sabrina

Do you miss me? To be honest, I kinda miss BurningAngel....What should we do about this? :)... continue reading

Wow. another year has past and its my birthday again. Its been too long since I last wrote and the only excuse is that a lot has changed in my life. In the last two months I was forced to make my life better and I have. For that alone, I am grateful...It went to such extreme measures that I was in rehab for a week. Im not perfect and never will be but I'm definetly happier and heathier. I'm still ... continue reading

So I have a new bf now as of a month ago. It started out just as us being "fuck buddies" but we both kinda fell for each other. He's amazing. I'm so happy but my happiness is slowly being taken over by this fear that I'm gonna get hurt. He's extremely charming and charismatic. I'm sure a ton of girls would wanna be with him. He chose me though and should be satisfied with that but I'm no... continue reading

So we were in Philly filming our girl/girl scene FINALLY! and we were in a 69 position and I squirted on her chest by accident. I didn't know I was going to do it and unfortunately the camera missed it :(  I got really drunk after the shoot/during the shoot but I think it came good. I saw the photo sets for the shoot and they are super hot!I also shot a boy/girl with Tommy Pistol ... continue reading

  Just wanted to say that I' m doing really well and I hope everyone enjoyed my Christmas set. This week is AVN and I wish I could be there but I'm real busy with my new job. I wish Joanna and Tommy Pistol lots of luck!!! I was nominated as well- for best threesome ( in JA2 with Tommy and Dana). The competition is tough so I won't be dissapointed if don't win. I'm honored to have gotten a nom... continue reading

Sometimes I sit here for hours bidding on ridiculous things that I don't need, but I've been bidding on these markers that I use when I make project boards for school (or for my clients) for three days now. They're kinda expensive to purchase one by one and I'm trying to buy a set of like 90 of them. I'm winning right now. 15 more hours to go... I have a job interview on Tuesday morning so wish me... continue reading

well... its actually now Tuesday morning. Can you guess? I'm out of medicine again. My so-called friend stole some pills from me so she'd be able to sleep after she wanted to come down off her cocaine high and now I don't have any for myself and I really need those pills. I'm not even sure how many she took but I know I wasn't supposed to need a refill for awhile and now I do. I'm up and I'm bored... continue reading

...  in about 12 hours. I'm sitting here, in my pajamas still and its after 4 pm already. I'm gonna go to work later and most likely get drunk and hopefully make some money. I wish I was getting on a plane and going somewhere exciting tomorrow but I'm not. I don't know what I'm doing. My first real life design client wants me to finish up some work I've been doing at her house but I don't rea... continue reading

The other day I was just trying to catch up with some of my BA friends and I wrote this super long message to Morgan. It took me forever to write it cause both my dogs were trying to sit on the chair with me and were fighting the whole time. I went to send it and that stupid "error" message came up. I was so mad. It happens to me all the time! For awhile I had stopped trying and was okay... continue reading

What do you do when you really need to confess your sins but are too afraid to admit them to anyone? I wish I could just write about how evil I am but I know if I did, I'd regret it. I guess some stories aren't meant to be told... I don't really even know who reads my blogs but somehow I know it would haunt me if I had the balls to write it all down. I give Joanna credit for her honesty. Maybe I'l... continue reading