Hey guys! didja forget about me? well, that was lame of you. I haven't forgotten about you all
here's a bit about what's been going on with me, and it aint pretty.
First, I quit ONE of my 3 jobs, to work full time at my highest paying job, and i'm actually working a lot more with only 2 jobs. last week I clocked 63 hours. ouch! I'm excited to finally be saving money AND i'm gonna go out and buy a new bra today (big spender, i know). So, my working so much is the reason for my absence from the interwebs. it's to the point where i'm checking my e-mail on my phone cuz I don't even have time to turn my computer on. eep! oh yea, and because I work such long hours around such hot ovens, my arms are riddled with 2nd and 3rd degree burns. I hope you folks are into scars.
ummm my boyfriend (of 4 years) and I broke up, amicably and at this point we are having a hard time identifying how to function around each other as a non-couple, and i'm severely out of practice at being single. So, I'm kinda just still acting like he's my boyfriend. it's confusing, that's the best I can do to explain it.
I've kinda started driving. I saw the Ford Fiesta and I fell in love with it (I still haven't seen one in person though). and despite my severe anxiety about driving I do have a license. This is how my personality works: I see something I want really really bad, and I do everything to get it (aries). So, I found a car I like, and I've started driving, the exbf is teaching me and he's the best, calmest most forgiving driving instructor I could ever wish for. also, part of my working 24hours a day is to save up for this car (but mostly to pay my rent now that I'm goin it solo).
And now the hard part
My best friend found the man of her dreams, they fell madly in love and had a baby and were the happiest parents on the planet. They bought a house and were set to get married on the 21st of this month. I was one of her bridesmaids and I was so so so happy for them. I don't always support marriage in the early 20s but, I mean, this girl had been saving up for a house since she was 14!! And her fiance co-owned a business with his father and was the nicest guy ever. I thought he was too nice when she first introduced me to him, but I quickly realized that he was just smitten with her and what seemed to be too good to be true, was actually true, for once. I went to her bridal shower and it was so much fun, she said "I'm so lucky, I'm the luckiest girl in the world". The next day I got a call from another friend saying that the groom-to-be and his father had died up at their hunting camp. mysteriously. their deaths are still "unexplained". I'm trying to be a good friend but in a situation that is literally the worst thing i've ever heard, it's hard to know what to do. not to mention that my other best friend was best friends with him (which is how the two to-be-married met). So, for those of you who follow me on twitter, that what all of my sad sounding tweets were about.
I'm still going to be working non-stop for a while, so I might be a little less active on the site than you all are used to (i know a big sigh of relief haha).
OH! I'm considering cutting my hair. I do really like it long but...i dont know. what do you guys think?
anywho, ladies stay sexy and boys stay horny. love you all, don't forget about me while i'm a busy worker bee.
x's and o's
Ran$om
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