so if the month of january thus far is any indication of how awesome 2009 is going to be, then FUCK YEAH. last year just might have been the shittiest year ever for me so it shouldnt be too hard to come back from that. pittsburghs been treating me pretty well too. the impromtu artsy girl orgy. yeah, that was fun. works been all right. january is a shit month for everyone though. i cant WAIT for thursday!!! joanna and brian street team are coming to the burgh. shes featuring at blush. ill be there thurs fri and sat!! then we have the freaking superbowl. bst-we best be making out. plus to all the members that are coming!! ahh i cant wait to meet you all. dont hate me if i pee my pants out of excitement. then im making plans to come to new york for jessie lee's pretty in pink slash misti dawn's birthday. i miss my girlies. thats kind of an important week for me too. february 18th will mark the one year anniversary of my brain tumor surgery. i had been
 planning to do something special and im pretty sure going to ny would be perfect. i deserve it. fuck brain tumors man. *spits* so if anyone wants to be nice to be ever, feb 18th is the day!!! hint hint. really that hint hint just means dont make me sad on that day or ill eat your balls raw. anyhoo, my new friend (oh yeah, 2009= i'm finally making friends!! yay) rob is coming over. we're going to watch all the silly vhs tapes i bought at the thrift store yesterday, smoke some grass, then im going to go take off all my clothes at work. should be a good monday. once again, thanks for all yoour support. <3 xoxo