i've been feeling antsy for two days now. maybe it's because i feel kinda sick. coughing. yesterday i woke up with a fever. joanna asked me to come hang out with her as she hosts rated x at scenic tonight. basically just sit at this table and drink free booze and look hot. i think i'm gonna take her up on it. i need something to get me out of this mood. my brain is saying to go to work tonight. fuck it. i need a distraction. i wish i could sit still for longer periods of time but maybe it's just not in my nature.

i was going there tomorrow anyways to finish my tattoo, get hair did, get crazy pills, make sure i don't have cancer in my nether regions, and seeing my secret lover(see: the best time). i'm gonna pack my tightest clothes and my dancing shoes.

new york here i come. a day early.