Mayhem

I miss all of you and the fun we've had.... continue reading

will i ever compromise myself or things I love for a man boy.... continue reading

I fell off the face of the Earth. Sorry.... continue reading

So pretty soon I will be moving yet again. Just about every time I moved somewhere I was moving into a place that someone already lived in. This time, I will be moving into a fresh apartment. This is pretty exciting for me because I can't wait to be able to decorate it the way I want to. It's not that I didn't like the way places I've lived looked, it's just that I have a say in how my place is... continue reading

I don't understand how girls can look so cute in the winter, I feel like it's impossible for me. The cold weather kills my skin and makes me sad. It's really hard for me to not look like crap during the winter, I get so slow and lazy at everything I do. I miss when I looked like this!!    I was tan. My hair was a nice color and I loved ho... continue reading

I heard everyone was reading this book, so I picked up the first one and finished it in like two days. Needless to say in about 2 weeks I finished the series. Then they decide to make it into a movie and I find out its like this 15 year old girls wet dream. Now I kind of feel like an idiot for liking it so much but whatever the books rocked. I heard the movie was shit but I'm going to have to chec... continue reading

I just did an interview with Inclination Magazine, right now it's on their blog til their site goes up. Check it out if you'd like  http:/... continue reading

Well it's a whole new year..which means new start (or as new as possible).I always go into the new year with an open mind. Every year I want to try to top the past year. I had a lot of rough times but I also had a lot of great times in '08. I did some great things with burning angel. I found myself in a few magazines, and even though it was nothing big it's still an awesome feeling when ... continue reading

Christmas is QUICKLY approaching and I am SOOO not ready. I haven't gotten ONE present yet!! I am in the process of moving and my computer freaked out the other day and I couldn't use it. Man, I am so lost without my computer! I don't have much time but I haven't gotten a chance to write anything so I wanted to update. Happy Holidays =) ... continue reading

I NEED to do something with my hair. I've been growing out the hawk for like 2 years. Now my hair is about a medium length and I have no idea what to do with it. It's so thin I feel like I can't do anything but maybe sew in some extentions to thicken it. I need some kind of cool hairstyle, but everything looks so boooooring.  The first pic pretty much shows the length and the... continue reading