PHOTO STARLET
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- Age: 23
- Height: 5'7
- Sign: Aries
- Location: Kentucky
- Occupation: Hot Bitch
- Ink/Metal: Lots and Lots More!
- Scars/Birthmarks: I have this freckle on my clit...it's cute.
- Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, Modest Mouse, The Velvet Underground, The Dresden Dolls, Slunt, The Juno Soundtrack (good stuff right there), lots and lots and lots of classic rock.....like, lots of it.
- Movies: Eraserhead, Eternal Sunshine, The Wall, Nightmare on Elm Street, ok seriously, I love movies so much that I could just go on and on and on....so I'm gunna stop.
- Food: Lots of peanut butter, grilled cheese, rice, you know...the food of the poor.
- Books: The Dark Tower 7!!!!! I'm almost through the journey!
- Hobbies: knitting, crocheting, biking, drinking, altering my mind and having fun times,
- Best Time: Is everytime.
- Fantasy: a big ol' BA orgy
- Masturbation Material: My fucked up imagination
- I Have a Crush on: Juliette Lewis
- Perfect Match: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/registry.html?ie=UTF8&type=wishlist&id=1PLEKOU3JSCLA
- Drink: a lot
- Smoke: the pot
- Bad Habits: all of em
- Where I Hang Out: the pink door and at my bitchin apartment
- Favorite Burning Angel: It's not nice to play favorites
- Why I am a Burning Angel: * WHAT!?!? you're questioning me?!? I'll fucking KILL you!
Well, I've given up. I pretty much slept 0 hours last night because I was running the situation through my head and the only conclusion I can come up with is that no, I will not have the means to move to Philly in April.
Because I lost my job over a month ago. Because, even with a college degree, things are so shitty that I still don't have a job. Because apparently, I truly am an adult now and the words "economic crisis" now effects me. Because I don't want to leave Matty, the cats and the dog behind and go by myself.
I have a college degree, and I'm waiting to hear back about a job at CVS. Shit.
All I've wanted since I was a kid was to get out of Kentucky, and every year that I think it's finally going to happen.....something has to wreck all of my plans. All of my hard work.
If I don't get a paycheck by January 4th, any money that I get for xmas will go towards paying my rent. And I can't stop crying.
I'll get over this in a few days...after I've mourned Philly....again. I just hate when the realization hits...because it always hits hard. And it hurts.
| its only 2 hours but you can come to Evansville to get away if you'd like for a bit, i'd love to have you :) posted: 12.18.08 01:05 PM | |
| Obviously your not a total loser. But again, good luck. posted: 12.17.08 10:39 PM | |
| It does help a little to know that I'm not a total loser and that a lot of people are having financial trouble. It just doesn't fix it....which is fucking lame =( posted: 12.17.08 03:05 PM | |
| I'm really sorry to hear that. And unfortunately, knowing that a lot of other people are going through the same thing really doesn't help much. Good luck though. posted: 12.17.08 12:54 PM |
