so sometimes i really feel like theres no point in me even posting blogs cuz i feel like everyone reads everyone elses an just skips mine. so i waste how ever long it takes me to write this blog. noone ever comments makes me feel sad.
ehh so lately ive been completely miserable.
i WAS talkin to this guy. but he got all butt hurrt when i left to go chill w/my bestfriend an now hes not talkin to me like a big baby. but whatever. im convienced im going to be single an alone for the rest of my life. ugh. i got more attention when i was fat. now im not an all i get are losers wtf. its probably the most annoying thing in the world that i cant find anyone decent. doesnt help that my bestfriend gets pissed at me when i try talking to any guy other then him. we apparently have a "secret" relationship. fuckk that its a 1way street with that relationship. he can go out do whatever he wants an not talk to me for a few days but i do the same an he gets all butt hurt an treats me like crap for a few days. he like punishes me by not hangin out w.me an not answering my calls. some friend huh?
ugh
so yeah ive been having the worst mood swings too one min im ok an content with my shitty life then the next minute im so fuckin mad i cnt even handle life. ugh i sud prolly go to the dr an get crazy pills. cuz i guess im soundin pretty crazy?
bleh.
hopefuly ill be gettin my license 2mrw an that will relieve some stress. i hate waiting round for people an rides i wanna do shit when i wanna fuckin do it not when everyone else does. its the most annoying thing waiting for others because i end up doing fuckin nothing an being depressd. but imgoing to be taking random trips all the time. ill never be home. i just wanna be a normal 20yr old that goes out all the time has lots of friends an has the perfect life. that wud be oh so nice. but nothing good ever happens to me. i got the shittyest luck ever. i need to meet me a goodluck chuck. ha
wow im lame.
anyways im done whining an crying an complaining
heres some new pics of me.
if anyone cares.
yay cute new piercing! =]
loves my boobs
even blonder =]
yep well thats it
much love
xoxo
kandace angel
hopefully one day mitch will love me enough to have my new face on the site again. =[
Dnothing!
