my life has gone back to being relatively boring. not like, totally boring but kind of boring, and i think that's a good thing. I needed a break from my non stop nuttyness.

I must say, I really love being in a band with one song. I think it is quite possibly the most obnoxious thing ever. So yeah my uh ... "band" played on saturday night at the tonga hut for Casey Cupcakes birthday party. Casey is a friend of mine who works at Xbiz, and has really nice boobs. They are like, huge. And she always has her hair in a perfect pompadour. I don't know how she pulls that look off so well on her own... I try, but I just can't do it. Not unless hot melissa is doing my makeup. 

But anyways, yeah- all Casey really wanted for her birthday was for my poor excuse for a band to play our one song live. You know, we're not even a full band! Princess Frank played all the instruments when we recorded it.... so when we played live, he kinda played a drum and his guitar at the same time. I don't really know how he did that but he did. 

I don't think I have an awful voice but I feel like it sounds terrible when I am signing live because I can't hear myself at all. I need to learn how to get over that. Attention- real musicians out there- what do you do? Or do you just get used to it after a while.... is there like, something I need to do? or buy? I mean if I only have one song I should probably know how to play the shit out of it right?

Yeah.

Well, Cadence, Envy, Eden, and Brian Street Team were all at the show- and that was awesome. Thank you girls for coming to watch me play my one song! Nailhead was also in the house- but he got very drunk very early and passed out in the bathroom so I didn't get to hang out with him for that long. It was too bad. I always enjoy seeing nailhead! I also really like referring to a person as "nailhead". Cadence just moved into a new house that has an old school movie theatre in the basement and we went there and watched Heathers at like 5am or something. I am old, but not like, old enough to have watched Heathers in the theatre.... so that was pretty cool. James had his first day off in like 6 years on sunday so he wanted to get drunk on saturday- therefore I was stuck being the designated driver. I had like, one drink and a half all night long.... but I was in good company- and also, very attractive company, so it was all good.

At like 7am James and I drove home. We stopped at a Del Taco and he ordered like 5 tacos and i ordered 2. James ate all his tacos in the car before we got back to our house. As soon as we got home he passed out. I sat in bed and ate a taco while he slept and then I was like, dude, this is pretty weird.... so I didn't finish the taco and then I fell asleep. I contemplated eating the taco for breakfast when I woke up the next afternoon but then I decided against it and James and I went to Denny's instead. Yeah. That's LA for you! Lots of driving, lots of fast food, and um... movie theatres in people's houses.

Oh- the Buckcherry video I was in came out. Me, and BellaVendetta, Dusty, Nicole, and Jessie Lee are all in it- sort of. I guess Buckcherry wanted to make like a version of his video with boobies in it- and I don't really know why. Personally, I think the concept makes no sense. It looks like the boobies are there by mistake, it doesn't look like they are meant to be there. It's like- come on dude! Make a titty video or not- If I made the music video for this song I would have done a much better job.

In any case, If you like Buckcherry, you will love this song because it sounds just like all his other ones.

you can find it here, on Playboy.com.

Yeah!

xoxox