to have the people i have in my life at this moment. my friends are amazing, and i love them so very much. i'm glad i am healthy, sober, and drug free. above all, i am stoked about life. <3
this past weekend was bella vendettas birthday! i ventured up to massachusetts for the weekend to dance with her at anthonys gentlemen club in south hadley. the girls there are super nice, and customers weren't creepy. okay maybe a few were, but you're bound to find at least a few where ever you go lol. i really like the setup of the club, and the fact that i get to dance 20 minutes of every hour. dancing makes me pretty happy. i will be returning next weekend (the 20th, 21st, and 22nd), along with bringing copies of COMT4 and FMITB2 for sale. maybe some lucky fan will get a chance to do a double campagne room with me and bella. ;)
anywayyyyyy.. this upcoming weekend is my PRETTY IN PINK party. my mom will be there too! you should do some shots with her. she'll love you forever haha. maybe even bella vendetta will make an appearance this month. you should buy her shots too. or even make her do body shots off me haha.
okay so here's an actual serious part to my entry..
the previous journal was written towards one certain someone, and i didn't mention names on purpose. she knows who she is, and has apologized for her behavior. which actually takes a big person to do. i try not writting entries that involve drama, because they end up with more drama in the end. 2 of the girls on this site have decided to team up on me for no reason at all. one day they just decided to hate me for no reason at all. they still don't have a legit reason to hate on me. which is sad. i understand, that not everyone is going to get along. i'll admit that i don't get along with everyone. BUT i keep it to myself and act professional about it. i'm sorry you ladies are so miserable with your lives that you have to try making others just as miserable as you. misery loves company, and i will not be brought down that easy. to everyone who tries to be a positive human being, kudos to you. :)
i said 2009 is for no bullshit, and i'm sticking to it. i love you all very much. <3










