FILM STARLET
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- Sex: Yes please!
- Age: 26
- Height: 5 ft 2
- Sign: Virgo the Virgin. el oh el
- Location: My heart is in NYC
- Occupation: I beat bitches up, and I swing from poles.
- Ink/Metal: I have some sweet tribal yo. Siqq Brah!
- Music: I love the jun jun weeeee, and some boop boop beep.
- TV: I don\'t own a television.
- Movies: Bloody gore!
- Videogames: ROCK BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Food: Breakfast foods
- Books: I only read books with pictures. Like porn and coloring books.
- Hobbies: Nudity, public nudity, traveling, pole dancing, booty shaking, fucking on film, frequent trips to coffee shops, and being a BurningAngel duh. :P
- Best Time: Oh man.. When my one ex tied me up and tortured me. Fuck I\'m getting hot just thinking about it.
- Fantasy: Fucking 2 girls with a Strap-On.. Oh wait, I did that. ;)
- Fave Position: Dogggggggggggggggggggggggggggggy!
- Masturbation Material: Remembering when Joanna slapped me around and called me her slut. ;)
- I Have a Crush on: Joanna of course! Oh and Bellavendetta, MistiDawn, Draven, Nova, Azrael, Sparky, James Deen, and Brian Street Team!!!
- Perfect Match: Jessie + Joanna = True Love
- Drink: Soy Mocha and Cranberry Sprite!
- Smoke: I quit. :D
- Bad Habits: Not washing my hair for weeks on end. :D
- Where I Hang Out: Angels and Kings (Trainwreck Tuesdays), Happy Endings (Disco Down), Lit Lounge (NC-17)
- Favorite Burning Angel: Joanna, duh
- Why I am a Burning Angel: Isn\'t it obvious? :)
This entry is a bit emo, angry, and liberating all at the same time. See I have this friend who is going through the same thing I am. It's about a breakup. I dated this guy for like 4 months that I gave my heart and soul to. He left me for 6 weeks to go to Scotland, and kind of just broke off all communication with me while he was there. I stayed loyal, and loved him still. So he comes back, and kind of starts being all douchey to me. I show him the same respect back and break up with him through a text message. He can kiss my ass for all I care. Anyway, my friend hit this whole ordeal head on when he wrote me..
"But remember you will stop hurting. You will be rewarded for being the good person you are one day. I can tell you are a good person from talking to you that night at Veselka. You remained loyal to your boyfriend while he left you and the country for 6 weeks and he didn't even call or contact you, or bring you something back. You even offered to buy him a calling card just because you wanted to talk to him and hear his voice. And when he came back, all you wanted to do was spend time with him and show him the love and affection you had for him that you've had built up in you because you remained faithful the whole time he was gone. and how did he respond? By showing disinterest and wanting to concentrate on the things that were important to him. Well you were what should have been important to him. He's a lying, cheating, self centered, asshole with no conscious or he would've never cheated on you let alone broken up with you a day before your birthday. I know all this because I can see it through a third person perspective. I know all this because I am going through the same thing myself right now with a person just as, if not even lower and more despicable then the alleged person you are dealing with. So I understand."
I'm so done with dating. Also, my xbf was originally a fan of mine, then told me he didn't want me doing porn anymore. I told him I will never give up porn for him. See how good i am to you guys. :D
Anyway, have you guys seen my new set?! James Deen's penis is so nice right? It looks so good in and around my mouth. Oh and I know you all have been complimenting my makeup and hair. Guess who was my MUA that day? GIA PALOMA!! Yes, the hot and talented Gia Paloma. She's such a sweetheart.
One last thing.. You all are going to my Birthday party RIGHT?! I better see all of you NYC members there in pink. RockMonsta wrote me a song and is debuting it that night. You CAN NOT miss it!! <3
| <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! posted: 09.21.08 09:47 PM | |
| Hope my song for you lifted your spirits. As I have told you, you put out a warm heated open soul vibe and I know that it costs you tears a lot. But you also get a great kind of love that way. Unconditional Love and Support from real friends and family, plus the love and support of those who are fans or acquaintances (like me) :). Romantic love is awesome but I'll be damned if I know how to keep it awesome long term. I've personally learned that even soulmates won't necessarily stand the test of time together. Unfortunately, there's a lot of romantic aftermath out there lurking for us all. You are awesome Jessie. You are courageous, sexy and real. Fuck everyone who has a problem with what you are (who they think you are) or want you do. That's the line that the good folks in your life won't cross. Basic respect and non-judgmental inner strength. Word. My point of view on Hypocrites and Porn: Burning Angel chicks, nude models in general- but especially porn stars, never get the credit they deserve for what it takes to do what you do. It's beauty and sex under a microscope and clearly. all of these images will last forever (you'll be vintage porn in like 2050! hot.) It takes a calculated decision and courage to go through with it and make a career out of it. It ain't easy I'm sure. We all know we dig porn - but it is not something that we would all do as a job. Okay fine. But give respect to those who know about porn first hand and still make the decision to do it. And enjoy it. Why? Why not? Someone's gotta be in the porn and do all the nasty stuff on camera that know we all want to see. The fact that so many huge fucking hypocrites look down on adult models/actresses - like there's something dirty about sex acts and seeing body parts - pisses me off. I hate the Puritanical hangover that our society still suffers from. I reject that shit with a smile on my face. Fuck what Goody Proctor and 17th century puritanical society thinks about sex and sin. Those times beyond wack and I don't want that bullshit in my American Experience. Honestly Jessie, you and Joanna and all of the BA lovelies inspire me for your rebel attitude. That punk rock spirit is hot as hell and inspires me to go out there and keep trying to kick ass and pour my own naked, vulnerable, soul into my music. Thank god for burning angel because it really is a haven for amazingly hot women who are REAL, rebellious, thoughtful and fucking NICE PEOPLE. You are a network for each other and for the rest of those of us. I'm happy to contribute my goodness to such a vibrant confederacy of freaks. [ Thanks for making it all happen Joanna Angel!] [Man this is a long comment. :) Okay Ending it Now] I am so happy you trusted me enough to ask me to play the "Jessie Lee" song I told you I wrote for you - even though you never heard it or heard me play. That's so cool because I knew I could deliver you a rocking tune but I was touched by the gesture of trust. And honestly, I would not have finished the song unless I was gonna perform (sad but true. I have hundreds of unfinished songs). It was an honor and also something that I really enjoyed. I hope it made you feel special. It made me feel pretty damn good to do that for you on your birthday. Performers get off on performing for an audience. Thanks again and Happy Birthday! Jessie Lee Jessie Lee Shake it baby for the world to see Jessie Lee Jessie Lee Burning Angel, you set me free posted: 09.21.08 08:12 PM | |
| ill say it again, move here and ill make you a kept woman, with dinner waiting for you every night :) i hope everything is ok, you are a wonderful awesome woman and should never have to change for anyone posted: 09.21.08 04:08 AM | |
| BFs are not worth the time, effort and heart ache most of the time being singel rules for shizz!!! you are to amazing to be with cunt boys :) posted: 09.20.08 01:29 PM | |
| Im sorry sweetie...guys are such fuckstains sometimes. I'm sending you a big hug for your bday!!!!!!! posted: 09.20.08 12:49 PM | |
| happy birthday the new set is hot yaaay for doing porn boooo for the ex bf posted: 09.19.08 09:49 AM | |
| happy birthday, pretty! i love the pics. so sorry to hear about that mean man-boy, no one as sexy as you deserves that. <3 posted: 09.19.08 01:34 AM | |
| JessieLee I think you are radder than California Burritos and I love me some burritos posted: 09.18.08 11:31 PM | |
| i'm so ready to be happy without someone again. thanks! <3 posted: 09.18.08 11:07 PM | |
| some times the best way to say fuck you to those who hurt us. Is to be happy and content without them. I am sorry that he is such a used douche. I Hope you have a wonderful birthday and all that. Here is to being happy again posted: 09.18.08 09:31 PM |
