Still recovering from the BA party. 0_o I'm pretty sure nobody there knew I was on the site, and yet every time I walked to the bar to buy my own drink, some random person would always buy it for me. I went with Josh and Andy, so they could keep me from getting too drunk or date raped, in exchange for the privilege of looking at so many hot girls with no clothes on. I'm going to miss them so, so, so, SO FUCKING MUCH once I move to Arizona. One of the ladies from the other burlesque troupe dragged me on stage, and let Andy eat a donut out of her mouth. Joanna dragged me on stage to kiss one of the pretty ladies on this site at midnight! There are too many sexy people on here to keep all their names and faces strait, so I don't know which lady it was. 0_o But she was hot (duh), and said hello to me a few times, and was all adorable and sexy at me. *swoon* I hope I didn't smell too much like vodka and cigarette's and Fung Wah bus. 0_o

January hid the whole time so I couldn't find her! :( I probably should have asked her where she was, but I was too busy dancing around like an imbecile (I'm a really really REALLY crappy dancer, but it was dark and everyone was shitfaced so I don't think anyone noticed. And even if they did I'm just going to pretend like they didn't for the sake of my fragile little ego.) and trying to keep track of Josh and Andy. They like to run around a lot, and for somebody with bright yellow hair, who spent the entire night in a black and red thong that said "live poultry fresh killed" on it, Andy is pretty good at vanishing. Anyways, during the hot body contest, Andy ran on stage, and was the only one there with the courage to whip his dick out. Then that lady who I kissed at midnight licked some other ladies vagina. I thought they were going to win. Lesbians always win in these kinds of situations. ;-D Instead, the chubby girl with GINORMOUS fucking titties won and got 200.00. I tried to get Josh to go on stage with Andy, but he would have none of it. I think if Josh and Andy got naked and pretended to be gay all over each other they might have had a chance. There were tons of gay dudes there and Josh and Andy are pretty cute. (I think so anyway.) Josh flirted with a drag queen on and off pretty much the entire night... He had really really really nice legs, so I can't say I blame him. :-P

We were later joined by a shitfaced Max Prum and one of his friends. Anyways, alcohol most certainly wasn't the only substance I did for free that night, lol. So after the crowd dissipated and got boring, and after some random creepy dude tried to kiss me a bunch of times, Me, Josh, Andy, And Max decided to......... Walk EVERYWHERE. We walked from the club, to ground zero, to Wallstreet (which we all decided to urinate on), to... um... I don't even know. All I know is that we smoked a joint walking down Broadway at 6:00am and nobody gave a rats ass. I don't know how to navigate NYC without using the internet. We just walked. FOREVER. My legs are still red and sore. We even got to play in central park once the sun came up. Then it started raining. Which sucked to walk in, but kept me awake once the drugs wore off. Andy had so much fun that he decided to stay in NYC for a little bit with his friend. Josh and I took the Fung Wah back to Boston early (around 11:30). I couldn't sleep, so I just closed my eyeballs for a few hours. We went back to Josh's for a movie and some hot cocoa and some pot, until I couldn't hold my head up to chain smoke any more and he took me back home.

My boyfriend comes back from Minnesota today. I'm really excited. He's been away for a week and a half, and I have been around too many sexy people for my own good. I WANT TO GET LAID GOD DAMN IT!! I think the only thing that could have made that whole adventure perfect (for me anyway) would have been to have Steve there. I miss him so much!!

2007 has pretty much been the best year of my life thus far. I have a good boyfriend, and an amazing group of friends, and a cool hobby ("modeling", lol). My life hasn't really been this happy and fulfilling... ever. Things have been mostly stable, with limited drama, lots of parties with my room mates and those silly Berklee kids, FUCK LOADS of shows, and the occasional epic adventure to nowhere and everywhere, thrown in between. I still have no idea where I'm going or what I'm doing "big picture" and "life" wise... but I just don't give a rats ass any more! Not giving a rats ass has been a really huge weight off my shoulders.

Anyhow, yay 2008!! :D