valentines day is here. please excuse me while i take a little space out of this entry to bitch about how shitty it is just like everyone else in the world. AAAAAAAHHHH!!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU VALENTINES DAY!!!!!! I HOPE YOU DIE IN A FIREY CAR ACCIDENT!!! I WISH THAT WERE POSSIBLE!!! GRRRR!!! :shakes a fist::: ok. done. on with the show. so if you read the forums at all you may have seen that i had BIG plans for today. but, as you may be able to tell, they arent happening. i dont feel like bithcing about it to anymore people though. but just so that you know, there wont be a set being taken in a certain flowy white gown today showing off a certain 5.6 carat diamond ring that a certain boy gave me. but its alright and ill just have to deal with it. one good thing came out of this valentines day and that is the valentines day massacre ball. oh yes. it was a "bloody" good time and i look hottt as fuck if i do say so myself. you can be the judge of that though... my friend marc and i. he did all the spec.fx makeup. the boyfriend and i. i dont know whats up with my eye. ? i went and saw the blood brothers, the chinese stars, and the mean reds last wednesday night. fucking amazing show!!! ill fight off a crowd of 300 moshing 16 year olds to see them anytime. tomorrow im going to see bright eyes. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! i dont think ill be able to sleep tonight. im so unbelievably excited. remember how excited you were before the first time you saw your favorite band? yeah. that me right now. ill be the nerd there by herself screaming out" i love you conor! i want to have your babies!" and then urinating all over myself and any innocent bystander. question... who here lives in california? i know that there are a few of you that do. since we're so far away from the rest of the folks and headquarters, we should band together and do stuff. itd be a jolly good time.i dont know. i just realized that i talk to one person from this site: sky. and thats it. and that kinda sucks. come one people!!! we've all seen each other naked! cant we at least say hi to each other? ive come to the conclusion that im totally obsessed with zombies. theyre just fucking rad and dangerous and crazy and i want to be a zombie hunter when i grow up. its the truth so dont laugh. haha. ok so it is slightly unrealistic and may call for a little chuckle or two. but youll be glad that you know me when the undead take over and are trying to eat your face. so i know this entry was pretty pointless, but it was basically just to make an entry because i hadnt in so long. i really hope you guys have a wonderful valentines day and are loved. you are by me. xoxo...babs...xoxo